sometimes, you may wonder, why is it that nobody understands you? you have billions of friends laughing with you everyday, always hanging around, crapping, but none that can truely know how you feel and what you are thinking. and then you start to feel lonely and scared...

well, the fact that people dont understand you is simply due to the fact that you keep things to yourself a lot. it's not their fault really. very often we put the blame on others whenever things don't go according to the way you want it to. however, i can say that most the time, you're the one at fault, for either sending out the wrong signal to others or not clearly specifying what you want. you'll not be aware of it most of the time, it's a matter of perspective.

i don't believe that the people around are evil in any way. at least among the people i know. even if there exist such villians, they're rare. people do things for a reason. it's just that you don't know why, and at times coming up with the wrong conclusion about them. so next time if you feel like complaining/bitching/backstabbing/kao pei-ing about someone, think again. think further, think deeper, think thrice, before you affect other's impression of that person. be sure of what you say.

now we think, who's fault is it then? person A for not telling others what he wants or person B for misjudging person A? they share the blame? i suppose... the simplest way is just to blame yourself and learn from your mistakes. it works, really.